I'm tip-toeing on a dangerous line
Thinking we could do this one more time
Our history marred by infidelity, tainted, rotten the core
Yet and still I keep going back for more more more
Adapting a dangerous mindset
That sex is just sex
When in reality its much more complex
I'm sharing my body with you
Mind and soul too
Our energy coming together full force
Reasons why sexing should mean much more
Our souls interwined, tangled up to say the least
Why windows get busted out, gotta call the police
When things go south because my pride is involved
Why u should twice before tryna get in my draws
An emotional wreck, I let you have a piece of me
Pretending I could push feelings aside, how foolish of me
In turn u use them creating an unfair advantage
Cuz u don't give a damn, ur attitude raw and savage
Lemme keep a cool head though it aint all on you
Because provebial wisdom shows that in the pudding is the proof
I wasn't too blind not to know the truth
Hindsight 20/20 I already KNOW you
I aint warming no jail bench on some b.s.
I don't need none of the drama, NONE of the stress
Smartened up I'm using the past as my guide
That's why last time REALLY was the last time

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Me and my girl G Lo started making videos a couple of months ago, but we had'nt posted anything in a while so this is a super throwback, ENJOY!

Ahhhhh this song just says so many things to me man. There have been so many times when I myself have found myself in the position of the one "trying again". The question that this songs sparks in my mind is, but @ what cost to me??? What am I sacrificing for this person and was it really worth it in the first place. Case in point, a man I was talking to just had it all, just perfect! He was going to school to get his PhD., very very very smart, intellectual, articulate and he was sooo beautiful. Just massive amounts of potential... We hit it off really well, wonderful conversation, just a great guy.

He had some family issues going on that he needed to get squared away so I gave him his space, you know. I know he was going thru a lot at the time because this was like a major thing going on with his family. I'd call and check up on him, just anything to try to get that intial spark going into a blaze. In the meantime I talked to other people, which was over the course of a month or so. So we never really conversed AT ALLL after our initial conversation.

So long story short we had one of those "first-time-I-said-no-it's-like-I never-said-yes" situations that got blown way outta porportion. And at first I was so kicking myself in the pants because I wanted him. Everything his future and potential promised him to be. I blew up his phone that night!!! I called him like 20+ times, which I have never done b4! But then I turned my attention to the potential stumbling blocks...

If he could be self absorbed and selfish enough to turn the whole thing on me and not take any accountability for the lack of communication and interaction I choose to pass... It was'nt worth the heartache and bs I would have to cope with, just to have the most intelligent, sexy, intelligent man I have encountered in my life lol.