I'm tip-toeing on a dangerous line
Thinking we could do this one more time
Our history marred by infidelity, tainted, rotten the core
Yet and still I keep going back for more more more
Adapting a dangerous mindset
That sex is just sex
When in reality its much more complex
I'm sharing my body with you
Mind and soul too
Our energy coming together full force
Reasons why sexing should mean much more
Our souls interwined, tangled up to say the least
Why windows get busted out, gotta call the police
When things go south because my pride is involved
Why u should twice before tryna get in my draws
An emotional wreck, I let you have a piece of me
Pretending I could push feelings aside, how foolish of me
In turn u use them creating an unfair advantage
Cuz u don't give a damn, ur attitude raw and savage
Lemme keep a cool head though it aint all on you
Because provebial wisdom shows that in the pudding is the proof
I wasn't too blind not to know the truth
Hindsight 20/20 I already KNOW you
I aint warming no jail bench on some b.s.
I don't need none of the drama, NONE of the stress
Smartened up I'm using the past as my guide
That's why last time REALLY was the last time

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There comes a time in a relationship, friendship or whatever, to where you must evaluate things. You must take account of the time, money, love or what have you that you have invested into a person. Any wise investor is one that is eventually looking for a return of some sort for their investment. While expecting an equal return is the desired effect, it is unrealistic for that expectation to be excercised upon every transaction or exchange with that person. An exchange of some sort is necessary though. I've come to the point in my relationships with certain people are under audit. Some people give %20 when it comes to me, but fully expect me to give a robust %100 when it comes to them. I call this selfish and self centered. These people are used to getting their way so they expect it from everyone that they encounter.

Given there are times when this will occur, one giving more than another, but it should by no means be standard. I have to let go of these people. So while it may hurt me in a way, I know that eventually it will be all better. I'm better off without that shit in the long run. The one that deserves what I possess in character, love, moneterarily etc; will not even ask. It will continually be reciprocated unconditionally and without hesitation or any anxiety involved.

The question is are you making wise investments?