If not for YOU I would'nt be able to live to thrive
If I did'nt know YOU how would I be able to survive
If YOU ever left me I would be a lost cause
If I ever left YOU life would stop no pause
If my mother and father forsake me YOU would still by my side
If I accept your love for me we'll be 2gether in this next life
If my best friend hates me and nobody gives a care
If I alone feel alone and want to die YOU are always there
YOU infiltrate MY thougthts everyday
YOU show your love to ME in infinite ways
YOU seep into MY soul so heavenly and sweet
YOU love MY idiosicrasies and add to me
YOU don't answer MY every call but come right on time
YOU always in MY heart you'll never leave MY mind
I don't understand why YOU do what YOU do
I may not look like it but I love YOU too
I feel YOU in my spirit my soul so corrupt
I am so imperfect I wonder why YOU don't give up
I constantly call on YOU in time of need
I know YOU are my rock the only for me
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Surprisingly, I like this song...
I like the style of the video, Retro 50's chic NICE, matched the song well...
I like how she changed the flow up in the middle of the song...
She was really beautiful, the hair not so much...
She did the sing songy hip-hop really well...
I've never at all listened to her music, like seriously. I did like her on America's best dance crew tho...
OVERALL: GOOD JOB!
Sooo I saw this over on my friend Mikey McFly's blog and decided I should share with you guys... I am a HUGE Musiq Soulchild fan. SoBeautiful is one of my favorite songs off of Onmyradio.. So when I saw that there was a video I had to see it! The imagery and set-up of the video is absolutely breath-taking and the model was very beautiful as well... Sit back and mellow out!
This isn't really a poem I'm just typing it like this getting out my thoughts, cathartic release. Not even tryna rhyme, just typing this line by line.... This is something I've yearned for all my life, unsettled my soul don't feel right. Like I'm missing a piece of me, a piece to feel complete. I know I have GOD but he made us earthly beings. I have feelings and a prayer just this one. More than anything to have a BIG brother....
Times like this I need a big brother
Not another lover
Just somene to lean on
When times get tough
When life gets rough
A male figure that's been through it
And has some insight to pull me through
Someone I can relate to
Someone to feel me
A shoulder to lean on when I get weak
Tell me I'm beautiful and not want a thing in return
In my soul I feel this ache, this burn
Someone to hang out with
Something like a mentor
To look up to him and say when I get married I want one like him
No blood between, but feel kinship
Like spirits meeting in our earth suits
To know I got somebody that has my back
A brother to feel me when it's me against the world
To have conversations that seem to never end
More than a brother more like my closest friend...
pro·to·type
Pronunciation:
\ˈprō-tə-ˌtīp\
Function:
noun
Etymology:
French, from Greek prōtotypon, from neuter of prōtotypos archetypal, from prōt- + typos type
Date:
1552
1 : an original model on which something is patterned : archetype
2 : an individual that exhibits the essential features of a later type
3 : a standard or typical example
"prototype." Merriam-Webster Online Dictionary. 2009.
Merriam-Webster Online. 4 March 2009
Invigorating my soul to the core
Always leaves me wanting, needing, craving for more
Inspire me, lift me off my feet
High into another stratosphere
Catapaulting me into ecstascy
On top of the world in your arms
In my night sky the only star
The only man that I adore
Like waves washing the shore
Cleanse my spirit from loves before
My heart flying freely
Floating on through the heavens
Most precious creation of GOD you are
I loved you from the very start
Please don't ever walk away
Because I for sure am here to stay
Life for me took a drastic turn
No longer a woman spurned
Now one with hope for better tommorrows
Threw away my pain my sorrows
In exchange for YOU my beautiful diamond
NO thing could ever change my mind
So my question to YOU simple and plain
Will you be here for the rest of my life to STAY??
~~Loving ALL
that YOU are and what you will BE
BeShayBE~~
One thing that tugs at my heart more than anything else in the world is the love that a father has for his children. Nothing in the world surpasses that other than the love that God has for us. I myself am blessed to still have my father in my life and although he does'nt necessarily use eloquent words to describe his love for me I know that it's there. From all the times that I've ever needed him, he does what is within and beyond his capacity to take care and me and provide for me and I love him for that. I get my sense of humor from him, my facial expression, some of my mannerisms. He's the man that I want my husband to be modeled after. He and my mother inspire me to hope for more, want for more, expect more... But, enough about me lol read this letter that President Obama wrote his daughters.....
SEE ARTICLE...
This is dedicated to YOU...Sometimes it takes for someone else to say how they feel in order for you to gather your own thoughts, just listen...
"It is impossible to fall out of love. Love is such a powerful emotion, that once it envelops you it does not depart. True love is eternal. If you think that you were once in love, but fell out of it, then it wasn't love you were in. There are no 'exit' signs in love, there is only an 'on' ramp."
Just in case y'all didn't know becuz I aint tell y'all I started my new job 2 day. Its as a parking attendant on OSU's campus. This is a convo b/w me and my Aunt Niecy talkin bout my 1st day or 1st hour lol @ work read from the bottom up!
*End of Convo*
Me:
I LOVE YOU TOO AUNTIE!!! And I will be getting that dvd player up off of u!
Sent from my Verizon Wireless BlackBerry
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From: Auntie
Date: Wed, 3 Dec 2008 09:02:16
To: Me
Subject: Re: Yea
I like what you said, work through it to get where you need to be........................
Sometimes we move out of the order that God has purposed for us. Then he will allow things to happen
for us to learn from or humble us, determine what your lesson is from this experience in order to become the
best Shay you can be!
Auntie loves you very much and I only want the best for you!
BTW (btw) since your in a booth all day, think about packing your lunch, snacks, my dvd player & some movies and a
good book to read!
Love, Aunt Niecy
12/03/2008 08:42 AM
From Me
To "Auntie"
Subject Re: Yea
I believe that myself, that's why I can't even complain about it. I just have to work through it to get to what I want. And no God did not make me one that is able to live w/o a car!
Sent from my Verizon Wireless BlackBerry
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From: Auntie
Date: Wed, 3 Dec 2008 08:35:03
Subject: Re: Yea
This job is your humbling experience, your next blessing is right around the corner. Hang in the there to keep some
money in your pocket & to pay your car payment, Lord knows YOU can't live without some wheels!
Love, Auntie
12/03/2008 08:30 AM
To "Mommy", "Auntie"
Subject: Yea
Its a job as a parking garage attendant so just collecting payment for parking in a booth, I am so hungry because I didn't prepare and bring food to the booth with me! This is truly a job for the anti-social....BORING. But I appreciate it.
Sent from my Verizon Wireless BlackBerry
Loving hard is such a crazy thing
Especially when the one you love is oblivious
Knowing by face but not by name
Not familiar with my love, driving me insane
He knows but he don't really know how deep and far my love will go.
I want for there to be more, for intimacy to take place
To be the one you know can never be replaced
I know you're that one for me truly sent from above
To rescue me from my past forays in love
He knows but he don't really know how deep and far my love will go.
What I mean when I say this is you know that love for you is there
But this kinda love is so precious and rare
The kind that never fails and hopes for the best
Goes to lengths to never be attained by the rest
He knows but he don't even know how deep and far my love will go.
You may think you know but you have no idea....
Worth every minute, every second
Each frame of time with u is a blessing
I want to take things slow, is that cool?
You got me thinkin I can change 4 u
Predestined our paths crossing in life
Like no person I've ever encountered b4
A privilege to recieve the things you do
You got me thinkin I can change 4 u
I just wanna focus on the beauty that is u
Your spirit, ur aura. I'm enjoying the view
My life force, my king, more than just my boo
Not thinkin but knowing that I can change 4 u
Your golden brown visage brings the most immense joy induced by a human being. Your essence permeates my very being infiltrating me to the core, makes me wanna sing. Sweet sweet melodies, sweeping me off my feet. Feet off the ground, swept off my feet. I'm on cloud 99 not 9, that aint high enough. My soul unravels and flutters at the sight. The way I feel now can't nobody kill this high. No buzz, no food nor drug can propel me to this stratosphere. Your aura of regality the most seducing atmosphere. No touch can compete with the way u got me feel-ling... All from the privlege of beholding the biggest, greatest smile.
~ShayBraeB08(c)
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